death

visited nicholas owen today.
put some blue flowers on his grave.
merry christmas big brother.
stay safe up in heaven please.
I love you

bree

bree is amazing and adroable :)

addict.

Addiction.
Addicted.
Addict.
Its about being abnormally tolerant to and dependent on something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming.
It can be little things like a bad habit, or a big thing, or a dangerous thing, or a harmful thing, or many things.
Depending on the person is depending on what you consider big or small.
Some people have obsession as their addiction. They obsess and spend so much time manipulating and plotting over the perfect guy/girl, the perfect this, the perfect that, that they get addicted. They get addicted to being wanted and needed all the time.
They get addicted to the feelings and the emotions that they need it all the time. well they think they need it all the time. they either end up forgetting about it as the new latest addiction comes along, or they turn into psycho rapist weirdos who sneak into obsession's homes and sniff their underwear.
For example, take all the twilight and Justin Bieber fans. As soon as these addicts who are addicted to obsessions (or AWAATO's) get wind of a new "cool" thing that everyone else is interested in they become addicted. and then you get things like "Twihards" and "Bieber Fever" sufferer's.
I feel sorry for these AWAATO's.
I hate Obsessions.
I Dislike things that are mainstream.
I detest things that everyone else likes "just coz"
I completely depreciate people when i find a new song, or a new book, or a new movie, or a new look a month or three before everyone else does. and by that time its completely ruined by all the try hards going on and on and on about it that its not me anymore because its not mainstream.
I completely and utterly despise people who are obsessed & addicted to themselves and don't appreciate just how much they actually have.
If you have an addiction lets say to Drugs, or Alcohol or Gambling please go get help, because it effects every single person in your life, not just you.
If youre one of those people who are addicted to the spotlight, its all well and good that you have a talent and you know how to exploit that talent, but please leave it on the stage, dont bring it into someone elses life, it just causes you to be a drama queen, even though im sure every teenager is at one stage of their lives.
Thankyou for listening
xx. C

Tyler A.

Tyler.
Just your average teenager.
Year 9.
G class.
Blonde hair.
Loves footy.
Heaps of friends.
Really smart.
Wants to be a doctor.
Except there is a few things about Tyler, many people didnt know, until he broke his finger playing footy which triggered a disease called cardio Myopothy.
It essentially means, his heart got tired. And the heart, is the only muscle in the body that is purely designed to NEVER get tired.

Tyler, doesnt have a mum. Something else that everyone is supposed to have.
She died from Cardio Myopothy 6 years ago.
And after that, his dad left him.
Never to return.

Here is this bright and bubbly boy, portraying an "average" life.
When really... He doesnt have alot to be bright and bubbly about.
But that is what is so amazing about Tyler.
He has NEVER EVER EVER taken anything in his life for granted.
Like most of us do.

Even an organ, such as a heart.. we take it for granted.
If tyler hadn't broken his finger playing footy, he would probably still be playing now.

Cardio Myopothy is a strange disease. Its usually hieredatry, so when his mum died, he would have gotten tested, but this disease wont come up on any blood tests, or urine samples until it starts developing, and sometimes, like in his mums case..
Its too late.

In a sense, Tyler is lucky.
And we are all lucky to be in his life.
He's lucky because they caught it.

He was put in an induced coma, after they took out his heart, and put an electronic one in, just to see if his body would reject it.
And luckily, it accepted the electronic heart.
But still, those things only last about 8 months.
Because it will get tired.. and the more it works, the harder it works, the more the rest of the organs in the body depend on it, depend on it to filter and reoxygenate the blood.
and those organs would start dying, when the electronic heart couldnt keep up with a 15 year olds body.

Tyler Airly received a heart a few days ago.
He has a heart right now.
we love you Tyler. See you back at school next year :)
9G really miss you.


---------------------------------------------------------------------------

some people believe, that if you dont have a heart you dont have a soul.
Does love come from within the heart? Or the theoretical heart.
the : <3 or the : S2 or the: ♥

Some people dont have a "heart"
or a sould
or even a brain :)
tyler didnt have a heart.
But we loved him, and cared for him enough, that even those who believe that if you dont have a heart you cant love, he could love.
Thanks to us.

youre breaking into my heart.

Youre chest is a cage
your eyes hold the key
where my heart is held captive
keep it safe, pretty please.
i give it to you
my own kind of heaven
i worry to much
about it being broken.

your arms are my sanctuary.
a place safe and warm
where bad things are batted away
by your love, forlorn.

although you leave
you have not abandoned me
but it does get harder
each and every time.
as soon as you leave my arms,
the tears emerge
and i cant bear it
it just gets worse
my heart breaks every time
trying to escape from me
so it can follow you home.
after you leave me
and the train toots its horn
and i slump to the ground
my heart being crushed
my rasping breath the only sound.
and yet i close my eyes
and i see your face
i hear your voice
my saving grace
you are my heaven
you are my hell
you are my sanctuary
come back to me please
stop breaking into my heart.
let them hold hands.

you know me better then i know myself.

And when i see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around

If you feel discouraged
That there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seems
Absorbing everything
The spectrum's a to z

This fact not fiction
For the first time in years
And all the girls in every girlie magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone

To call at 7:03 and on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home
But i know it's too late
I should have given you a reason to stay

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years

i wanna kiss you in a photo booth

I love those times in summer when you meet someone new and amazing and exiting and you dont know when itll end, and if youll ever see them again.
the secret adventure files of a dinosaur's aummer adventures are pure epicness

I remember when the days were long
and the nights when the living room was on the lawn.
Constant quarreling the childish fits
and our clothes in a pile on the ottoman.
All the slander and double speak were only foolish attempts
to show you did not mean,
anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth.

And as the summers ending the cold air rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
and this is all that's left
scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

Cup your mouth to compress the sound,
skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town.
And everything that I said was true
as the flashes blinded us in the photobooth.
Well I lost track when those words were said,
you took the wheel and you steered us into my bed,
and soon we woke and I walked you home
and it was pretty clear that is was hardly love.

And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
and this is all that's left scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
as the alcohol drained the days.
And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left,
The empty bottles spent cigarettes so pack a change of clothes
'cause its time to move on.

No sunlight.

You remember when you were kids and you were completely oblivious to everything.
You had friends that were boys.
you would fall off the swings and your knee would bleed and mum ould go get you a bandaid and kiss it better and everything was okay.
We believed we were safe. As long as we had that hug from mum of dad that made everything better.
They arent always going to be there to give you that, but other people might.
brothers and sisters and boyfriends and girlfriends.
we dont believe in santa, or the easter bunny but we still believe we are safe. the most common misconception in the world.
We are not safe.
Not with what the world has come to.
Ever feel like the sunlight has drained from your life.
Like when you see a funeral scene in a movie, its always dark and dreary, and sad.
And in the winter, sometimes you just feel dull and flat for no reason at all.
sometimes, people feel like this alot.
People who suffer from depression.
Like myself.
But im trying.
I've stopped taking my pills, i dont want to have to rely on them for the rest of my life.
I've stopped endulging in inpure thoughts of different ways of killing myself.

but you know what things get better.
You find people, and sometimes, people find you.
people who make you happy.
and yeah no body is perfect. these people are going to make you annoyed, and angry and pissed off sometimes, but no matter what, they will always be there, because you mean something to them.
And whenever im sad and think im worthless and shouldnt be alive, i think, hey, i was the quickest sperm. i deserve life.
But its what i make of it that counts.

When I was young
Lying in the grass
I felt so safe
In a warming bath
Of sunlight
Of sunlight

Vast open sky
Could do no harm
Like an embrace
From mother's arms
In sunlight

With every year
That came to pass
More clouds appeared
'til the sky went black
And there was no sunlight
Anymore

It disappeared at the same speed
As the idealistic things I believed
The optimist died inside of me

things get better clare.
Promise.

meet me.

Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends

Meet me on your best behavior
Meet me at your worst
For there will be no stone unturned
Or bubble left to burst

Let me lay beside you, Darling
Let me be your man
And let our bodies intertwine
But always understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything, everything ends

A window
An opened tomb
The sun crawls
Across your bedroom
A halo
A waiting room
Your last breaths
Moving through you

As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything, everything
Everything, everything, everything ends

Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand

That everything, everything ends


Everything, absolutely everything ends. Except for true love.
Because true love comes from your soul. Your sould mate is connect to you always.
They will always be there. Forever and eternity.
My hand will be holding hands with your heart always christopher.
(●̮•̃) (●̮̃•̃)
/█\ ♥ /█\

Nicholas Owen

Nicholas Owen.
You have never heard of him.
Nor will you probably ever hear of him.
Except in this.
Nicholas Owen.
Is my hero.
I look up to him so so so much.
And i wish all of you had the chance to know him.
Nicholas Owen saved more lives, then we lost in black saturday.
And he was only 2 weeks old when he died.
He is more super Hero then spiderman, batman or superman put together.
Nicholas Owen, Is my Brother.
He was born with a brain aneurysm 21 years ago and died on the 7th of september.
But in his death, he has saved around a few thousand children, born every year with brain aneurysms.
He saved these people because doctors and surgeons had never operated on someone so small, and he was even smaller then the average baby because he was Mark's twin.
Although he died on the operating table, doctors finally figured out how to fix the aneurysms in small children, and learnt from Nick's experience.
I wish there were more people like him in the world.
More people who actually made a difference.
And especially more people that don't expect anything in return.
Nick was 2 weeks old when he died.
Can anyone honestly say that in 2 weeks, they have saved one life, let alone thousands?

He is missed. i think for me, its mainly Just the fact that i dont know who he would have became.
what would have he been into?
What kind of music would he have liked?
If he'd have a girlfriend?
What colour eyes would he have, green like my brothers or blue like mine?

I was mainly thinking about this because its fathers day today and i saw a post on facebook from this girl who lost her dad.
and i feel deep sorrow for anyone who has lost a family member, especially someone so important to a childs upbringing like a father, or a mother.
Nicholas will never get to become a dad.
Please help me keep his memory strong.
7th of september - Nicholas Owen day

you make me laugh like a loon on loon tablets

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler than the flip side
Of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where
You send me, lets me know that it's okay
Yeah, it's okay
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone,
Somehow you come along just like
A flower pokin' through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain, and just like that

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

listen

I should listen to you.
I should let you go.
i Should at least try to get you out of my mind.
out of my nightmares.
i should have told you first.
i should have listened.
you did wrong. i did worse.
im a bad person and i know it.
i don't deserve what i have and i know it.
do you?
do you deserve everything you have?
have you earnt it?
have you tried to change yourself.
Things happen and they change us.
when i found out ive had depression for almost half of my life..
i didnt feel strong like the doctor told me.
she said i was strong enough to have lived with it for that long.
im not strong.
Ive tried to kill myself.
im not a strong person
im a horrible person.
im horrible and i know it.
and you know it too.

i dont know what to do
i want to be your friend
i want to start anew
but i know i shouldnt
because ill do something i regret
youll hurt me
just like everyone else has ever hurt me
anyone ive let into my life without caution.
why do you continue to haunt me
stalk me
make fun of me behind my back.
i dont understand.
you should listen to this
i know youve been watching my blog very closely.
please get the right message and nopt interpret what im saying wrongly.
please help me

sorry again?

you always think youre right
You always think you're better then everyone else.
You always think you're more mature
You always think you deserve better
You always get things you don't deserve
You always get everything
You always get told your pretty
You always get things I don't get
You always get told your amazing
You always get told you're incredible
You always take everything You have for granted.
You always get your own way
You always get to do things
You always skip school
You always get in trouble
You always get rewarded
You always talk about me behind my back
You always pretend
You're always fake
You never say what you mean
You never mean what you say,
Why do people still think you're god?
You're always jealous? Why caN't you accept YOU?????
I dislike your fakeness.
I dislike what you make other people do..
You always manipulate.

The Secret Adventure Files Of a Dinosaur(33rd Edition) : Bad

Bad things do happen.
It's Reality.
It's Life.
For me, I feel as if my whole life is just bad things.
Some people may say that im just having a bad day, a bad week, a bad month.. but this has been going on a while.
I can fix it.

The Secret Adventure Files Of a Dinosaur(32nd Edition) : Strength

The other day we had "Health Day" at school.
We were talked to by many inspiring and encouraging people.
But it was pretty much a bludge day.
All year 10's were split into 3 groups- Pink
. - Green
. - Blue
I was in green and First up we had a speaker called Anj who was 26.
At the age of 16 she was beaten repeatedly by her boyfriend of 2 years who was 20.
He smashed her head over 6 times on a steel bench,
While she was unconscious, He jumped on her chest and choked her,
then stood up and smashed his foot into her face and broke her jaw in two.
She was 16.
The back of her head, her skull, was "like jelly" the doctor said.
He had put his foot so hard onto her face, that his shoe print was etched into her face for months.
He walked away from her and said to people who ran to her aid after a boy on a bicycle saw her and went and got help "Its your f***ing problem now"
He was supposed to love her.
He got 7 years in jail.
She has a life sentence of being mentally and physically disabled, and will be in another life of pain for the rest of her years because of what he's done.
He doesnt even regret it.
He now lives in Melbourne and doesn't give two shits about what he's done.
He was Supposed to love her.
How can the law system call that justice.
The victim gets a life sentence and he gets a new start?
More on this later, gotta go buy some clothes

The Secret Adventure Files Of a Dinosaur(31st Edition) : Dream

I've Got a Tight Grip On Reality, But I can't;
Let Go Of What's In Front Of Me Here.
I Know You're Leaving In The Morning, When you wake up;
Leave Me With Some Kind Of Proof It's Not A Dream.

A Treasure, is only a treasure, because you see it as a treasure.
A Wish, is only a wish, unless you make it come true.
A Dream, is only a dream, unless you strive for it.
A Nightmare, is only a nightmare, because you let it consume you.

I have nightmares alot.
Almost every single night.
The one night i don't have a nightmare, i get about an hours sleep.
These nightmares leave me crippled, my legs brought up to my chest, my arms hugging them, sort of in the foetal position.
sometimes I cry,
sometimes I scream,
sometimes I gasp for air.
These nightmares scare me.

But I know theres always something good that comes out of something bad.
I have good dreams also.
They're usually funny.
There was this one time quite recently that I dreamt I was riding a cow and at the end he said, in a deep voice, "you shook my milk and my chocolate together so now you can have a chocolate milkshake."
I was abit excited.

But then again, I wake up.
Lately I've been feeling like I've been living a nightmare
With all the crap sticks that's been going on.

I cry myself to sleep most nights.
but I still cant bring myself to blame anyone.
Because I know it's me
I know i let reality get to me.
I know I let my nightmares get to me.
I know I let them get to me.
Them referring to the people that are so petty, they want to cause me harm to make themselves feel tough, and superior.
I know I let everything that anyone says get to me, because I take it to heart.
I don't know what I can do.
I feel as if my nightmares are consuming me, and they turn into the real thing.
Everything I dream about comes true.

There is a saviour in all this.
In the morning I wake up, and he leaves a reminder that it wasn't all a dream.
He gives me hope.
He gives me faith.
And in his faith i am restored.
At least until next time.

The Secret Adventure Files Of a Dinosaur (30th Edition) : you.

You are a dream come true.
You shine like the light from the sun.
You make all things new.

The day i met you i was lost,
I'd do antyhing no matter the cost.
I'd Sail across the seas,
I'd swim a thousand oceans,
You are the air i breathe.
You are my emotion.


You warm me up on a winters day
when the sky is drab and blue
It's sucks out all my feelings
but it is you who's fresh and new


In spring You make the flowers bloom
You make the blue birds sing
their beautiful melody begins to boom
when winter turns to spring


You are the light that shines
so brightly in the summertime
You are the beach
you are the sand
you are the twinkle in my eye
When night finally lays day to rest
i still know you are mine.


When the leaves turn to say goodmorning to the ground
and the butterflys to their coccoons
It is you that makes me whole
It is you that makes me new

you bring light to my darkness
and good to my bad
you bring flowers to the moonlight
you bring me up when i am sad.

when i break,
You are my summer escape
you are the wind beneath my wings
You are my everything.

The Secret Adventure Files Of a Dinosaur(29th Edition) : Me

This is me when i wake up in the mornings.

Like it? no? Solution: eff off because i actually dont care.

The Secret Adventure Files Of A Dinosaur(28th Edition) : Jessie-anne

Teneill Jessie-anne Fox is ashamed of her Middle name.
Its unique, yes, but theres nothing actually wrong with it.
There's a boy in my photography class (total dropkick)who i found out today his name is bodrick..
Okay whoever names him.. probably should get off the crack.

All im saying is that you shouldnt be ashamed of your name, or what you look like, or your accent.. but embrace it and make it uniquely your own. Coz one day, The thing people will remember is you, for who you really are.

I would like you to meet Teneill Jessie-anne Fox (a.k.a. Tenny), who is also my son and how absolutely unique she is.
Tenny, youre beautiful and amazing and incredible and everything ive ever wanted ever in a son.
Im so proud to call you my friend.

The Secret Adventure Files Of a Dinosaur(27th Edition) : Miracles

Insane Clown Posse Miracles

If magic is all we've ever know
Then it's easy to miss what really goes on
But I've seen miracles in every way
And I see miracles everyday
Oceans spanning beyond my sight
And a million stars way above em at night
We don't have to be high to look in the sky
And know that's a miracle opened wide
Look at the mountains, trees, the seven seas
And everything chilling underwater, please
Hot lava, snow, rain and fog
Long neck giraffes, and pet cats and dogs
And I've seen eighty-five thousand people
All in one room, together as equals
Pure magic is the birth of my kids
I've seen shit that'll shock your eyelids
The sun and the moon, and even Mars
The Milky Way and fucking shooting stars
UFOs, a river flows
Plant a little seed and nature grows
Niagara falls and the pyramids
Everything you believed in as kids
Fucking rainbows after it rains
there's enough miracles here to blow your brains
I fed a fish to a pelican at Frisco bay
It tried to eat my cell phone, he ran away
And music is magic, pure and clean
You can feel it and hear it but it can't be seen

Music is all magic
(Are you a believer in miracles)
You can't even hold it
(Do you notice and recognize miracles)
it's just there in the air
(Are you a believer in miracles)
Pure motherfucking magic Right?
This shit'll blow your fucking mind
(Do you notice and recognize miracles)

Music is a lot like love, it's all a feeling
And it fills the room, from the floor to the ceiling
I see miracles all around me
Stop and look around, it's all astounding
Water, fire, air and dirt
Fucking magnets, how do they work?
And I don't wanna talk to a scientist
Y'all motherfuckers lying, and getting me pissed
Solar eclipse, and vicious weather
Fifteen thousand Juggalos together
And I love my mom for giving me this
Time on this planet, taking nothing for granted
I seen a caterpillar turn into a butterfly
Miracles ain't nothing to lie
Shaggy's little boys look just like Shaggy
And my little boy looks just like daddy
Miracles each and every where you look
And nobody has to stay where they put
This world is yours for you to explore
there's nothing but miracles beyond your door
The Dark Carnival is your invitation
To witness that without explanation
Take a look at this fine creation
And enjoy it better with appreciation
Crows, ghosts, the midnight coast
The wonders of the world, mysteries the most
Just open your mind, and it ain't no way
To ignore the miracles of every day

(Are you a believer in miracles)
Magic everywhere in this bitch
(Do you notice and recognize miracles)
it's all around you, you don't even know it
(Are you a believer in miracles) Shit's crazy
(Do you notice and recognize miracles,
So many miracles, the magic miracles)

Are you a believer in miracles
Do you have time for the miracles
Do you notice and recognize miracles
So many miracles, the magic miracles
Are you a believer in miracles
Do you have time for the miracles
Do you notice and recognize miracles
So many miracles, the magic miracles
Are you a believer in miracles
Do you have time for the miracles
Do you notice and recognize miracles
So many miracles, the magic miracles
Are you a believer in miracles
Do you have time for the miracles
Do you notice and recognize miracles
So many miracles, the magic miracles

Miracles are all around us every day. Just believe and open your eyes.
You'll see them.

The Secret Adventure Files Of a Dinosaur(26th Edition) : bears

if you go out in the woods today you're sure of a big surprise.
If you go out in the woods today you better bring a disguise.
For every bear there ever there was,
Will gather there for certain because
Today's the day the teddy bears have their picnic.

My mum used to sing me this song every night before bed. Because I'm clare bear Haha.
And I just heard it then while watching open season with my dog..

I miss being a kid.
Being carefree.
Imagining I was anything I wanted to Be..
A super hero. A rock star. A garden gnome on a few occasions.
I miss being careless.
The only time I cried was when I hurt myself.
I miss being completely oblivious.
I miss being ignorant.
I miss not knowing what the word slut or whore or any other derogatory name meant.
I miss being clare bear.

The Secret Adventure Files Of A Dinosaur(25th Edition) : questions

The question is not who I am, but who do I turn out to Be..
who am I to you?
Who am I to myself?
how many lives did I touch?
Have I touched yours?
Have I impacted you in any way?
What am I going to become?
What am I becoming?

Who????
What????
Where????
When????
Why????
This may seem selfish to some. But you need to satisfy yourself before you can satisfy or make anyone else happy.
Answer these questions.. Who are you really? What are you really? Where are you now? When are you going to become everything you want?
Why why. Just question everything..
Because then you'll get the answers you really want and need.

The Secret Adventure Files OF a Dinosaur(24th Edition) : Why Do We Even Bother?

We always End up Back here.
So why Do We Even Bother?

We're always crying
We're alwasy caring
we're always searching
we're always lying
We're alwasy loving
We're always cheating
We're always killing something
We're always blessed
We're always emotional
We're alwasy selfless
We're always doing something wrong
We're always hurting
We're alwasy selfish
We're always hurting someone else
So. Why. Do. We. Bother?

Because we love.
because we care.
Because every single moment with them is a blessing.
Because you cant stand not being with them.
Because you cant stand to see them hurt.
Even if it means you hurt yourself.
Because we're selfish.
Because soemtimes we're selfless.
Because we want them.
Because we need them.

Christopher Theofilaktos I need you right now.
Please stop making this hurt.

This deep dark pain inside my heart.
I couldnt imagine it would hurt this much
The pain is crippling
Worse then death
Please help me fix this mess
I cant stand being away from you
Because of this feeling in my soul
You are what runs through my veins
You are what makes me whole.
So please please help me
Together we can fix this
I need you with me now
Please oh god please
I need you near me
By myself i dont know how

The Secret Adventure Files Of A Dinosaur(23rd Edition) : Differences

"Some people say opposites attract, then you drive them crazy for the rest of your life"

Differences.

Opposites.

Dissimilar.

Deviation.

I had a really nice talk today with a guy called Tom. Before today I've thought of him to be arrogant, competitive and rude.
Today I realised he just has different insecurities to me. He's scared of being outdone in stuff he's really good at and loves and has a passion for, which in his instance is running;
This means that when someone comes along who is just as good as him, or even possibly better, he shoots them down and trys to be "bigger" than them.. It just makes him out to be petty.

Me, I'm more scared of what I look like to other people and how I come across to them.
And I'm scared people wont like me.
There's always going to be people who are different or even the complete opposite to you. You're just got to forget about all the first impressions you've had of them and try to get to know them,
Because they actually might turn out to be a really nice guy..
just Like Tom proved This afternoon.

The Secret Adventure Files Of a Dinosaur(22nd Edition) : Good

This post, is to let you enjoy all the finer things in life.
Stuff you may have maybe probably might have forgotten about.
Getting caught up in school, or in dramas, or work, or fall outs.
Sometimes you forget all the stuff that made you happy, because all of the hateful and hurtful things in your life, all the lies, and insecurities you have, consume you.
So here are some things I Enjoy.
Somethings that make Me happy.

RAINBOWS!

This is a Rainbow over Hawaii. Some day i wish to travel to and soak up all the beautiful Rays of sunlight that hits the crystal blue waters from the cloudless blue skies.
Some day where i also plan on Hula Dancing On the Beach.


I love Rainbow Butterflies.
I love dancing.

I love motorbikes.
I love skating.
I love Skate Parks.
I love Music.
I love Paris.
I love Postcards.
I love Getting mail.
I love everything about Spain. The colours, the feel, the flavour, The Strength.
I love Australia.
I love the great barrier reef.
I love old people in their little scooters.
I love kissing.
I love cute but simple dresses that will make you feel like a princess.
I love sunsets.
I love Sunflowers, because theyre always looking for the sun.
I love all flowers but especially frangipanis.
I love hula hooping.
I love Chimpanzees.
I love Gorillas.
I love Orangutans.
I love Mustangs. The Horse,
And the car.
I love holdens. They show our connection with the ground.. LOLJOKES.I do like holdens though.
I love palmtrees.
I love Polaroids.
I love Starfish.
I love my brother.
I love my family.
I love my friends.
I love Christopher.