The Secret Adventure Files Of a Dinosaur

The Secret Adventure Files Of a Dinosaur
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Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Tyler A.

Tyler.
Just your average teenager.
Year 9.
G class.
Blonde hair.
Loves footy.
Heaps of friends.
Really smart.
Wants to be a doctor.
Except there is a few things about Tyler, many people didnt know, until he broke his finger playing footy which triggered a disease called cardio Myopothy.
It essentially means, his heart got tired. And the heart, is the only muscle in the body that is purely designed to NEVER get tired.

Tyler, doesnt have a mum. Something else that everyone is supposed to have.
She died from Cardio Myopothy 6 years ago.
And after that, his dad left him.
Never to return.

Here is this bright and bubbly boy, portraying an "average" life.
When really... He doesnt have alot to be bright and bubbly about.
But that is what is so amazing about Tyler.
He has NEVER EVER EVER taken anything in his life for granted.
Like most of us do.

Even an organ, such as a heart.. we take it for granted.
If tyler hadn't broken his finger playing footy, he would probably still be playing now.

Cardio Myopothy is a strange disease. Its usually hieredatry, so when his mum died, he would have gotten tested, but this disease wont come up on any blood tests, or urine samples until it starts developing, and sometimes, like in his mums case..
Its too late.

In a sense, Tyler is lucky.
And we are all lucky to be in his life.
He's lucky because they caught it.

He was put in an induced coma, after they took out his heart, and put an electronic one in, just to see if his body would reject it.
And luckily, it accepted the electronic heart.
But still, those things only last about 8 months.
Because it will get tired.. and the more it works, the harder it works, the more the rest of the organs in the body depend on it, depend on it to filter and reoxygenate the blood.
and those organs would start dying, when the electronic heart couldnt keep up with a 15 year olds body.

Tyler Airly received a heart a few days ago.
He has a heart right now.
we love you Tyler. See you back at school next year :)
9G really miss you.


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some people believe, that if you dont have a heart you dont have a soul.
Does love come from within the heart? Or the theoretical heart.
the : <3 or the : S2 or the: ♥

Some people dont have a "heart"
or a sould
or even a brain :)
tyler didnt have a heart.
But we loved him, and cared for him enough, that even those who believe that if you dont have a heart you cant love, he could love.
Thanks to us.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

youre breaking into my heart.

Youre chest is a cage
your eyes hold the key
where my heart is held captive
keep it safe, pretty please.
i give it to you
my own kind of heaven
i worry to much
about it being broken.

your arms are my sanctuary.
a place safe and warm
where bad things are batted away
by your love, forlorn.

although you leave
you have not abandoned me
but it does get harder
each and every time.
as soon as you leave my arms,
the tears emerge
and i cant bear it
it just gets worse
my heart breaks every time
trying to escape from me
so it can follow you home.
after you leave me
and the train toots its horn
and i slump to the ground
my heart being crushed
my rasping breath the only sound.
and yet i close my eyes
and i see your face
i hear your voice
my saving grace
you are my heaven
you are my hell
you are my sanctuary
come back to me please
stop breaking into my heart.
let them hold hands.

you know me better then i know myself.

And when i see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around

If you feel discouraged
That there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seems
Absorbing everything
The spectrum's a to z

This fact not fiction
For the first time in years
And all the girls in every girlie magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone

To call at 7:03 and on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home
But i know it's too late
I should have given you a reason to stay

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years

i wanna kiss you in a photo booth

I love those times in summer when you meet someone new and amazing and exiting and you dont know when itll end, and if youll ever see them again.
the secret adventure files of a dinosaur's aummer adventures are pure epicness

I remember when the days were long
and the nights when the living room was on the lawn.
Constant quarreling the childish fits
and our clothes in a pile on the ottoman.
All the slander and double speak were only foolish attempts
to show you did not mean,
anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth.

And as the summers ending the cold air rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
and this is all that's left
scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

Cup your mouth to compress the sound,
skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town.
And everything that I said was true
as the flashes blinded us in the photobooth.
Well I lost track when those words were said,
you took the wheel and you steered us into my bed,
and soon we woke and I walked you home
and it was pretty clear that is was hardly love.

And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
and this is all that's left scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
as the alcohol drained the days.
And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left,
The empty bottles spent cigarettes so pack a change of clothes
'cause its time to move on.

No sunlight.

You remember when you were kids and you were completely oblivious to everything.
You had friends that were boys.
you would fall off the swings and your knee would bleed and mum ould go get you a bandaid and kiss it better and everything was okay.
We believed we were safe. As long as we had that hug from mum of dad that made everything better.
They arent always going to be there to give you that, but other people might.
brothers and sisters and boyfriends and girlfriends.
we dont believe in santa, or the easter bunny but we still believe we are safe. the most common misconception in the world.
We are not safe.
Not with what the world has come to.
Ever feel like the sunlight has drained from your life.
Like when you see a funeral scene in a movie, its always dark and dreary, and sad.
And in the winter, sometimes you just feel dull and flat for no reason at all.
sometimes, people feel like this alot.
People who suffer from depression.
Like myself.
But im trying.
I've stopped taking my pills, i dont want to have to rely on them for the rest of my life.
I've stopped endulging in inpure thoughts of different ways of killing myself.

but you know what things get better.
You find people, and sometimes, people find you.
people who make you happy.
and yeah no body is perfect. these people are going to make you annoyed, and angry and pissed off sometimes, but no matter what, they will always be there, because you mean something to them.
And whenever im sad and think im worthless and shouldnt be alive, i think, hey, i was the quickest sperm. i deserve life.
But its what i make of it that counts.

When I was young
Lying in the grass
I felt so safe
In a warming bath
Of sunlight
Of sunlight

Vast open sky
Could do no harm
Like an embrace
From mother's arms
In sunlight

With every year
That came to pass
More clouds appeared
'til the sky went black
And there was no sunlight
Anymore

It disappeared at the same speed
As the idealistic things I believed
The optimist died inside of me

things get better clare.
Promise.

meet me.

Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends

Meet me on your best behavior
Meet me at your worst
For there will be no stone unturned
Or bubble left to burst

Let me lay beside you, Darling
Let me be your man
And let our bodies intertwine
But always understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything, everything ends

A window
An opened tomb
The sun crawls
Across your bedroom
A halo
A waiting room
Your last breaths
Moving through you

As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything, everything
Everything, everything, everything ends

Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand

That everything, everything ends


Everything, absolutely everything ends. Except for true love.
Because true love comes from your soul. Your sould mate is connect to you always.
They will always be there. Forever and eternity.
My hand will be holding hands with your heart always christopher.
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Sunday, September 5, 2010

Nicholas Owen

Nicholas Owen.
You have never heard of him.
Nor will you probably ever hear of him.
Except in this.
Nicholas Owen.
Is my hero.
I look up to him so so so much.
And i wish all of you had the chance to know him.
Nicholas Owen saved more lives, then we lost in black saturday.
And he was only 2 weeks old when he died.
He is more super Hero then spiderman, batman or superman put together.
Nicholas Owen, Is my Brother.
He was born with a brain aneurysm 21 years ago and died on the 7th of september.
But in his death, he has saved around a few thousand children, born every year with brain aneurysms.
He saved these people because doctors and surgeons had never operated on someone so small, and he was even smaller then the average baby because he was Mark's twin.
Although he died on the operating table, doctors finally figured out how to fix the aneurysms in small children, and learnt from Nick's experience.
I wish there were more people like him in the world.
More people who actually made a difference.
And especially more people that don't expect anything in return.
Nick was 2 weeks old when he died.
Can anyone honestly say that in 2 weeks, they have saved one life, let alone thousands?

He is missed. i think for me, its mainly Just the fact that i dont know who he would have became.
what would have he been into?
What kind of music would he have liked?
If he'd have a girlfriend?
What colour eyes would he have, green like my brothers or blue like mine?

I was mainly thinking about this because its fathers day today and i saw a post on facebook from this girl who lost her dad.
and i feel deep sorrow for anyone who has lost a family member, especially someone so important to a childs upbringing like a father, or a mother.
Nicholas will never get to become a dad.
Please help me keep his memory strong.
7th of september - Nicholas Owen day